Dark, Cloudy Day.

Last night my dreams were dire and disastrous. I was on a ship which seemed to be, perhaps, a cruise ship. I got off the ship to go for a swim along the edge of the water. We had pulled up to a white, shallow shore. I got out and Rob and my mother joined me. We walked along the edge of the water when all of the sudden the waves were getting very turbulent. I found it fun and challenging but Rob was practically drowning. I kept giving him a life jacket and a boogie board but he couldn't hold onto them. I was trying desperately to get him to keep swimming and to not flip out but he was indignant. He kept telling me he wanted to get out but I didn't know how to get out; I only knew to move forward.

I had another dream a bit later that I was scrawling huge messages to Julian on the floors of my new house. I had recently purchased a new house and we were attempting to renovate it. There was a pool out back with a shed behind it. We were cleaning out the shed and there were these huge flying bugs that we sprayed with a hose.